To dance or not to dance

It has been really ironic that I want to and want not to continue attending my lyrical jazz classes. It was meant to ease my stress level but currently, it has been a burden.

The instructor teaches too fast. Well, at least too fast for me to catch up since the last time I danced was probably primary four. She thinks everyone has dance background?! Dammit.

The thought of attending comes when I feel bad to pay $118 just to attend 2 out of 6 sessions. However, the thought of it depressing me when I'm already stressed enough thanks to the truckloads of schoolwork, tests, CCA attendance etc. These are already enough to send me to heaven.

I shall decide soon to go or not to go. Daddy's asking me to follow my heart and Mommy's asking me to go.

Argh, this is such a nerve wreaking decision to make.

i shouldn't have joined this in the first place.

p/s I shall add a really WONDERFUL photo taken in the lift: